Okay, so for the first time in a long time I'm going to make a long post for my personal benefit alone. Things have gotten pretty serious, and I'm okay with that.
Actually, I'm pretty exctatic about that.
He's a really good guy
and he kisses my forhead
and shoulders,
and nose.
On the other hand, I think I might have lost a good friend,
sort of.
He asked me a question, I gave him an answer,
and all of a sudden things are weird.
self-righteous bastard.
But I guess it's okay since we never see each other anyway
although if things aren't okay,
that's seven years of friendship down the drain. I also recently had some things cleared up for me.
Things that were about two years over due of being cleared
But it's okay, because now I know that I did nothing wrong. i'm so glad it's break
but I don't think I have the strength to go back to school. it's like, i get there, and i'm exhausted.
overwhelmingly exhausted.
and i'm constantly thinking
"i'm so tired of being alive"
but I don't mean it,
I'm just over-dramatic. Taylor is coming into town tonight.
She's just here for tonight though, thank god,
because she stresses me out,
even though I love her. I just feel like I have to be entertaining
and really, we don't do anything ever.
So it's hard to entertain. i guess she'll deal. | 
